I'm having difficulty drawing, and I need some advice!!! I'm a complete Perfectionist...?

I'm a strict 100000% perfectionist when it comes to my drawings, and it's literally killed all my enjoyment from art anymore. But when I try to give up drawing, I turn into a completely different person. I have to continue drawing but I don't want to feel like I'm being forced to do it. I draw pictures but I drill myself sooo much and everything has to be perfect or I would literally lose myself control... I seriously need advice... Help me please. I try to draw little sketches free style but still I'm just too much of a perfectionist. Please... I'm open for advice...